I hear a song and see a dance.

April 15, 2008

some old writings...

“Remind me again, I’m just a child”
11/8/04

A beautiful little girl with big brown eyes
Lookin’ up at her daddy
She says, “Daddy, oh daddy, please let go of my hand! I’m a big girl now and I’m ready to stand!”
The loving Daddy looks at his precious girl, the apple of His eye
He knows exactly what will happen to her if he lets go of her hand
She will stand, maybe walk but pain she will receive
For she is yet a child in need of holding her daddy’s hand

He says, “Alright my daughter, I’ll let go of your hand, and if you fall down you can come back to me again.”

He didn’t want to let go, but you can’t hold on to something when it’s determined to let go
As her hand pulled away from His, she was happy but a while
She was happy in her freedom, as she tried her wings
But her happiness came to an end as she stumbled and fell
She realized that her wings weren’t ready to carry her
And she came crashing to the ground
She looked up and there was her daddy, with tears in His eyes
He did not scold her or say “I told you so” he merely cried
He held her closely in his arms, his tears running over her and cleaning off her wounds
He whispered in a shaky breath “My daughter, I love you”

Dear God, please remind me again, I’m just a child in your arms
I can’t go it alone, I need to hold on to your hand
When I let go, stop clinging and holding fast to you
I only give myself pain but worst of all I hurt you too
Remind me once again, I’m just a child in your arms
Remind me, Lord, I’m just a child, just a child

The little girl started walking, holding fast to her daddy’s hand
Som friends ran up to meet her and grab her by that hand
She looked up at her daddy, curious to see if He’d say, “no”
He only smiled at her and said “My daughter, I love you”

Her hand slipped out from His, caught up by a new group of friends
Once again she was happy for a while
Til the left her alone in a part of town she’d never been

As she lay brokenhearted, weeping and scared
Her daddy picked her up again, kissed her and told her He was there
He was weeping this time, much harder than before
Tears were flowing from his eyes still he did not blame or criticize
He whispered in that shaky breath “My daughter, I love you”

Dear God, please remind me again, I’m just a child in your arms
I can’t go it alone, I need to hold on to your hand
When I let go, stop clinging and holding fast to you
I only give myself pain but worst of all I hurt you too
Remind me once again, I’m just a child in your arms
Remind me, Lord, I’m just a child, just a child

The girl grows older, she is now a young woman
Facing the unknown and unsure of where to go
But this time she clings fast to her Father’s hand
Not letting go and now she’s never unsteady or unsure
People try to take her hand, but find that it’s held fast
Held fast by a love so great that they come to know it as well
Her daddy always holds her hand, showing her where she needs to go
Sometimes he needs to pull her, or gently nudge her where to go
Things aren’t always easy, but her hand it does not slip
It clings to her daddy’s hand and if necessary He picks her up

Dear God, please remind me again, I’m just a child in your arms
I can’t go it alone, I need to hold on to your hand
When I let go, stop clinging and holding fast to you
I only give myself pain but worst of all I hurt you too
Remind me once again, I’m just a child in your arms
Remind me, Lord, I’m just a child, just a child

The once little girl, has grown old now and grey
But she still clings to her daddy’s hand
She hasn’t turned away
Lately though she’s had to be carried most of the way
But her daddy’s arms are strong, but gentle kind and caring
He holds her close and still whispers “My daughter, I love you.”
She is the one who cries now, but He wipes away her tears
He promises that soon she will be out of her pain
But untill that day comes He carries her all the way
It finally is the day, she’s dreamed of since He first said “My daughter I love you”
He lets go of her hand as she slips away to sleep
Her wings unfold because they are finished and ready to be free
The fly her up to Jesus, she doesn’t stop she knows the way
She has been made a child again, pure and innocent in her daddy’s arms
Singing praises to her Daddy and dancing in His love

Dear God remind me again, I’m just a child in your arms
I can’t go it alone, I need to hold on to your hand
When I let go, stop clinging and holding fast to you
I only give myself pain but worst of all I hurt you too
Remind me once again, I’m just a child in your arms
Remind me, Lord, I’m just a child, just a child

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